Calendar dated 8 Nov. Last year this time,
I will be heading to that island.

A day before, I become moody (max).
I was totally shut down.
I couldn't really eat and sleep tight.
Drag my feet and pray real hard.

I finally understand the feeling...
That feeling of submitting in;
losing freedom and many more.
Its a little more into my current service
now and 10 more month later...
We will regain back to our normal status.

Milestone so far...
I consider myself fortunate
whenever you look around
and measure how people are doing...

Perhaps we can play hard now but
do promise to work hard later...