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Thank you to all who visited and has read my entries .

Hereby wishes everyone a happy new year !!

May we have a good year ahead.
Our dreams come true.
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P.S:
Site will under go renovation for new
blog layout in 2012.
Lesser post will be expected...

The Last Page

How many goals have you set in 2011
and how many seems impossible ?
2011 filled our life with challenges..


Looking back...
My this year's journey is with the army..
But of cos those who walked it
together with you sharing
all the times..



2012 will be a brand new start.
For those who ord..
For those who enter the industry..
For those who set foot for studies..
There's gonna be surprises....


On eve today, I dedicated to my family.
As for new year resolution:
to be a better person !

Sports Day

I have been spending quite
a lot of food and new year clothing.
Who dont enjoy eating and having
new clothes especially sales are on !!!



A bit of beach volley @sentosa..
badminton at indoor stadium...
are some sports this month...
not bad afterall I still got IPPT to clear





Been to butter fact last wed.
I official declare its the last of this year..
I need to save up badly =(


Wii Sports/guitar hero and
xbox kinect can be entertaining
and good form of sports too.

Belated for Xmas


The joy of giving ; xmas
And in this xmas, we celebrated
a friend's birthday...




Caught shermlocks home 2.
The movie is rather hilarious,
filled with mystery and excitement.

Dinner @San Duan Er Jian;
a Chinese restaurant with lots
of local specialty dishes like
san sui chicken, herbal soup etc.


Clubbed at ST James but
initially the DJ a bit failed.
The music cant really get us high
so we sat down for drinks till later part..
On the floor ya on the floor !!

Had supper of the famous frog
porridge and lok lok style fried food.

Words #2

Words of deal become unchangeable "promise."
They are words kept at each other hearts.
How would you/the other feel if they are broken...

Put it that a marriage plan is
cancel when one did not show up..
A breach of promises..

What are words if you really dont
mean them and you said them.
What are they when its only
meant for the ear and thats all.


May these words live on when
we do cherish them...

P.S

Evolution

A leopard never change its spot and a
zebra always has its stripes.
Its not applicable to us you see..

We will all change; maybe a matter of time
or something that impacted us very much.

Its the evolution of time..
and it has put our life to a test.

Life may seem to you as; a comedy..
a drama...
a game....
or a written story .....

Through evolution, it has definitely make
each of us fight hard for our life...
and a better person to forge our values.

But evolution will separate us one day.
How we wish we can walk a lifetime with the other..
Companionship never last between all your loves one..



And in this thanksgiving month;
appreciate a little more-
its better late than never ever.

A game together

Its always a regret not being able to
play certain sports and joining it will
make you on an uneven playing field.

Do you have that kind of envy when
you see others are so good and you
wanted to try too cos its cool ?

How many regrets do you have thus far
and how many regrets you have
when you have fight your regrets ?

And have stupidity and clumsiness
made us the best friends ?

Something to share from fb:
P.S:
I am on a short vacation till jan 2012;
we have time to play together.

Chapter Dec

Secrets

Everyone has their own secret..
Secrets are usually privacy or
a darker part of the truth.

Some must never to be shared;
they are hugged to the grave.
Some will be challenged;
a question to our guts.

For the one who knows you,
you will shared your secret.
You will feel comfortable to do so
and better after doing so.

They are the one who knows your
habits, diets, tongue's words
and much more more that anyone.

Likewise, its simply not beneficial to
to tell others for their entertainment..
They will be the pain for you !
Sorry if you are hoping I am
sharing some secrets here.
I prefer to live in honesty;
ask me if you want to know anything..

P.S:
It is better to be hated for what you are
than loved for what you are not - Andre Gide

Common topics

In people's conversion, I often left out
topics on cars, roads name and travel.

I wanted to learn driving but I needed passion.
I wanted to have car but is hard to afford myself .
I wanted my dad to drive me around but
he seems to be always busy....
Not that I am a mountain dwellers..
Staying in the west is rather difficult to get around.
Needless to say about travel,
I need time and accompany whom are keen for it .

I am not that good to be certain player...
But I will always try to be there
and establish a common topic with you..

P.S:
Child of parents;
they are representation of the family.
Your actions reflect about them.

My "gf"

Tried many times to login to my window
and just realised my left Shift key
spoilt so I keep getting wrong password.

And now my graphic card is having issue.
Half of my screen is in blue...
Decided to stay at home with my "gf" today
mainly as I have clips to finish
and save some money to fix my "gf"...

Coughing and sneezing now cos my
bunk environment is too dusty..

IPPT is the thing I am working hard
on and fighting for my nights out.
I just want to say if my knee
are much better I will push myself more...

11 11 11

1111 today...
And there's 2 in 12hrs format.
Looks like we have :

010101
020202
030303 : my birthday and year =D
040404
050505
060606
070707
080808
090909
101010
111111 : 一生一世一直到老

And next year we have 121212..
Gotta book in soon but before 111111 ends
lets make our wish and hope it come true.

P.S:
Live with your choices, live with your consequences

8 Nov #3

Calendar dated 8 Nov. Last year this time,
I will be heading to that island.

A day before, I become moody (max).
I was totally shut down.
I couldn't really eat and sleep tight.
Drag my feet and pray real hard.

I finally understand the feeling...
That feeling of submitting in;
losing freedom and many more.
Its a little more into my current service
now and 10 more month later...
We will regain back to our normal status.

Milestone so far...
I consider myself fortunate
whenever you look around
and measure how people are doing...

Perhaps we can play hard now but
do promise to work hard later...

An epilogue on Love

Whenever I saw cupid in movies or its statute,
I have been thinking where were they in real.
I have been waiting for my love
and I needed their help.

Love cant be wait though and there's
no preparation to the encounter.
To me, the power is not estimated...
Not all about intimidation but
To care, share and spend life.

A partner for meals, joy or tough time.
An allegiance to look after each other.
Condition-less and theres no dignity in it.

Family and friends; they play a big part.
Its a source to feel a warmth.
At times, it just isnt enough.
I guess is still about love where
you get your personal attention.
I do my best to devotion and
loyalty for them but love....
Seem a little difficulty to get.
You will need courage too, to express
when the chance is here you know..

Cupid...

Chapter Nov

Back from Australia.
Though I had real lot to say,
I shall only share a fraction here.

Wasnt as bad as I thought when I first arrived.
Food were great; Singapore style over there too.
Besides you get to try kangaroo meat !

Weather; extreme between the day and night.
The rain wont get you wet and you will hope
for it during the day.

Bathing; a different experience.
Get to stay connected via phone calls and internet.

R&R stayed @ Fitzroy Motor Inn
and I appreciate the hospitality.
Shop in Stockland; the mall
were widely spread across the land.
For a sceond thought; things arent
cheap not even on their local goods.

Home sweet home.
I still prefer certain things here =).

Wake me up when Oct ends

Really got envy sometimes how people play..
Been to club and K but got
to admit my singing sucks =(.
Right up the trip we used to talk about
I will be away to australia :

Location: Classified
Activity: Classified

Flight on Monday and unavailable till 5 Nov.
Couple of personal stuff to tackle and I will be ready...
------------------------
Some famous people say to travel is better than to arrive.
If we choose a path, do not ban the others.
Eventually we will meet again..

My rant

Getting tired of people making conclusion.
You should blame it on your luck if you
know what I am talking about.

Everyone have a different view on this world.
Some view the world on their way.
When you are firm with your points,
are you sure others like it that too ?

The perception on death can varies too.
Is it true that when people truly escape
or nearly meet the end then they will wake up ?

I snapped. I detest being push.
And I believe we hate decision made for us..

Chapter Oct

Left several guard duties to do.
Has been preparing for overseas exercise.

Feeling quite contented this week.
Occupied and not over busy can
be the balance that we are finding.


When I decided to have fun this coming
Halloween I dont have the chance for that.
I will be leaving real soon =/.

Awww! What a highlight for this oct..

P.S:
Believe; theres no doubting and questioning.

Blown away. Blown away

Everyone has their own temper,
own limit, dont test it.
Can his words be trusted when he raged ?
Does that reflect his character ?

Sometimes people just like to pour
you cold water and put a full stop
to your deed.
What will you do ?

Something to share

There are a couple of song
that associate with this month.



Midway #2

1 year more for NS...

Little did I know I registered myself.
I guess it was decided that it will be my ordeal.
Someday I will be sent there...
20 years down the road, the laws calls for me.

In this painful journey, you will witness different walks of life.
Nevertheless, Fate has arrange us to meet.
It made me many friends that I wouldnt have.

But everyday is like a count-down-clock.
At times, it just ticks faster and closer.
From BMT TO SI to current;
its a year left...

And for now, our steps are all in syn;
the orderly old left right left fashion.

The day will come..
when we spread our wings
and soar up in the sky..
this time in a different direction
towards freedom..
towards future...

Chapter Sep

Repost
Things do not change. People change.
Live in the present, because the present will become a past.
Once your hourglass is out of sand, there’s no flipping it over.
The sun rises and it sets. The Earth turns, people grow.
Time goes on.


As we walk our path of life,
we meet people everyday.
Most are simply met by chance.
But some are sent our way.

They are special friends
whose bond cant be explain;
The one who understand us
and share our joy and pain.

Its a warmth felt in our heart,
that God send our way,
remain forever near.

Whenever you go, leave traces
to tell, for your loves one care...

Genting

My first trip to Genting !
At 10pm, we gather at Golden mile to take our coach bus.
Inclusive of breaks, the ride was a few
hours away to breaking the dawn.

Restlessly, we only manage to check-in
in the afternoon due to their opening hours and crowds.
Day 1 was more of exploration.

We had archery, pool and bowling.

Dinner at Coffee Terrace Restaurant;
a buffet spread ground.
Midnight kbox get us all high and cool !
Dang wo men get high -FIR (oh well)..


Day 2; the theme park.
Super thrilling and had cover most of the attraction.
Both indoor and outdoor like roller coaster bumper car.
Oh ya, "Spaceshot" was indeed scarily,
you can give a try.


On our last day, we ended our trip
with good meals again and buying
their local product.
Time to bid goodbye in coach bus and
Home sweet Home...

Left Toe Right Toe #1

As we march off for the nation,
it marks the final for NDP this year.
Bitter short journey but had made me new friends.
I guess my injured knee can get to rest now.

Fulfillment of service so far..
As a man, I can say it much simple
but its not easy as well...

-Work in a big body and as being told.
-Have the time for little life 'enhancement'.
-Just when things goes wrong,
we have to shallow down...

The interesting part in behavior...
I hope their close ones have seen
what and how they are in service !

Chapter August

My first Saturday in these long run !!
Very excited and going to
plan for all my Sat.

Sometime later there's an anticipated
trip to Taiwan but wont be
going anymore =(.


Instead going to Genting
I hope it will be fruitful too.
With most of my platoon mate
and I will be looking forward.



Regardless, theres still shit
waiting to be done.
All the whining wont helps
so I decided to stfu about
it and get moving..

Terms

Confident is about...
not some learned gestures.
But also comfortable doing it.
Triggered from emotions and
how these confident can beat others.


Innovation is when..
imagination beats the impossible.
Curiosity overcomes inertia
and constant thought breaks to
the discoveries that wait beyond.

Professional is about...
ethnically right
skillfully done
and generally polite.
-----
NDP is coming to an end.
Chapter August is about to start...

A Leader

Do you agree in leadership;
its the man who elect
their leader not the
leader who choose their man ?

Under HIS leadership,
we scrub and wipe
but where were him
in the process !

Were our words heard ?
Does HE sense us ?
If he does, and he carries on,
I have got nothing to say..

P:S
In life, certain things sucks
and left us with no choice

Caught

Little bugs and illness will just
catch up with you occasionally.
Discomfort here and there,
and sometimes the bigger one
just let you feel like giving up...
----
If you are caught and warn
about certain actions, please
wake up and dont be a black sheep
while others are trying be a
considerate one...
----
I feel bad after reading certain
things and putting it to bad use.
----
Angry management totally fail
this week, and getting more impatient ...

P:S
Random scraps

The things you do

Doing the most not confident
things, yet you must face it,
irk me a lot.

Certain things you cant agree,
yet you must do it,
annoys me a lot.

Well, sometimes we should
look at other people perspective
to know the problems.

Dont be quick to judge, cos
if you are the one, you dont
want to cause the problem too.

Chapter July

For the next half of the year,
I am striving towards to
be a better person.

At times, I am selfish and
have a "small-heart".
At times, I do dumb-ass things.
I admit my shortcomings...


And this time,
I shall try to work it out.
Tuning my foul temper and such.
To be a better person...

P.S
Honesty is a double-edge sword.
Genuine comes without asking.
And Discipline isnt about
changing your behavior...

Concluding

A hectic month with an aching
body. Its a long battle without
holiday. Finally earned my rest!



Eat, play and sleep ttm are
my simple wishes.
Back for catching up, gaming,
movies and shopping.

Plotted the course, awaits
the arrival of wind;
Great patience is required
for the next stage now.


P.S
Can someone completely
abandon their old self ?

Life full of choice not opportunities

Times and times you made
your choice at different stages.
Certain condition must met
for you to made them.

They are the opportunities.
Hold on to it for you never
know when is your chance
again...

Theres a strong correlation with
chances and choices.
Its up to you to think which
will come first or come together.


And if you have someone you like,
tell them before all is late.

P.S:
Putting effort is taking it with pride.
Satisfaction is accomplishment.
And faith is to believe the unbelievable.

Locks

Locks - the means of security.
Be it physical or logical to guard
away theft and hack.

It is built on top of TRUST.
We havent reach the stage
of complete belief where our
belongings will be left
untouched in the open.

Just like if you drop your
money on the street, it will
be gone the next instant.

Nevertheless, do you
really feel safe not to lock
your door/gate when you
are asleep or theres
no one in there ?

One thing for sure.
dont lock your heart
and feelings away ~.

P.S:
Dreams can be
great, boundless
but it can be
very selfless..

Chapter June

There are just so many
good movies coming up.
Yet I dont have time for all.








































I am heavily involved in NDP.
Its all of us for the drills.
Every small effort is required
and its no longer you did right
and well. Its teamwork...

My divided attention..
Sorry if I dont have time for you.

P.S
Sometimes I wonder the
F is wrong with me..

    Me

    My heart is solely.
    I am waiting,
    for my truly.

    -Gerald Ng

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